the horses idle like old cars

 

Here and There

Chelsea Harlan

The clouds move inlike quiet neighbors.The windwalks down the hill.The cover crophas gotten really talland I love you.And the seas are risingand the meteorsare showering abstractly.And there are too many gunsand I love you.I wish I knew what callsthe Devil from the pits—I have a few theoriesscattered though they arelike wildflowersin the marbleyard.And I have held a mareby her matted maneand clucked my tongueto summon spring.And the azaleasmirror the godlightand the dogwoodsreally do glow in the darklike the meteorsaforementioned.I love youand the horses idlelike old carsin the shaggy field.Everyone is poorbut somehow has horses.I can't explain itbut I wish I couldor how it is a horse isever a breakable thing.

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• June 23, 2023

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“Here and There” from Bright Shade: by Chelsea Harlan.
Published by The American Poetry Review October 4th 2022.
Copyright © 2022 by Chelsea Harlan.

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HOLD IT UP (a clock)

hold it up

wave it

let it go

let it fly

let it drag

watch it

ignore it

drop it

abuse it

waste it

stomp on it

grab it

smash it

curse it

shake it

tolerate it

turn it

appreciate it

question it

accept it

02/05/11

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