We both thought we were pretty damn good for going to the Salvation Army
every six months. However we neglected to think about all the papers and
photos and crap we have accumulatd here. I wonder if we had moved in the
last 40 years? Then I hear of folks who just box it up and take it all to the new
home. Lately I've been working on the old orange (bright orange, another
temporary piece of furniture that we bought 2nd or 3rd hand and kept forever)
desk in the foyer. Once in awhile a letter or memory will bring a smile to
my face, other times it's more like "Who the hell is Sandra Johanssen and
why did we save this dumb birthday card?"
I no longer need the solitude of my office since I have the entire house
so I use it as a dumpster now. Someone said that in other cultures (Norway?
Sweden?) the oldsters are expected to get rid of their accumulations once
they reach a certain age. It should be fifty. Here we wait to "downsize"
when we move into "assisted living". I ain't going nowhere but I don't
want to leave this mess for others to paw through. Plus I like tidy.
Is it me? Most of these memories don't really warm my heart. More love
notes from Bill to remind me how funny he was when love was new. Will
I ever finish this tedious project? File this under grrrrrrrrr.